Attacked

My mind is going wild this morning and I find myself unable to sleep again after waking up to get the kids off to school. My girlfriend was attacked yesterday, not once but twice by the same *#$^#$@$%&. She is doing better this morning, at home resting and of course called out of work. The people that did this are in their thirties and married with young children. Her neighbors, with whom she's had a great relationship with until now. Over an extremely petty issue. The violence was initiated by the husband and joined in by the wife. He, who has continually made advances on her and physically tried to harass her younger cousin. Luckily her cousins were around and they all gelled together and her sister and other family members came asap.

I've been feeling incredibly helpless as I can't be there when I feel she needs me. Needless to say I've been in constant contact with her. When it came to nearly being arrested the !@#%&$@!%#^@&@^@$%&*%*%*#@!$@$!!^!### had to nerve to start begging for forgiveness and asking her and her family to let God judge them and punish them on Judgement Day. Know why? Their asses would have been beaten senseless and possibly killed by the policemen and/or cellmates (if they made it to jail alive) for beating a young girl, not to mention lose their jobs as civil servants, and no one would care. I still say she and her family should have let them be arrested and dealt with. In this country a corpse can lie in the streets for days and people would simply walk by until enough people complain of the smell. No exaggeration. I've seen a burned corpse being bypassed by people.

Something within me is so deeply shaken and dumbfounded, I can't even cry. I've just been losing myself in reading blogs in between calling her.

*I will probably delete this later because I feel it's detailed enough to get me found out, but I had to get it out.