Whooooo, Almost There!

I am so beyond excited about my pending vacation time! My baby has been the absolute best at preparing my mind for what is to come and simultaneously keeping me from going crazy with anxiety, obsessive compulsive planning of every detail (redundant), and worry that the world will end if things don't go absolutely my way at every turn. As a result I am much more chill than I usually am at this time before a trip and happier for it. Everything is taken care of and my love has thoughtfully arranged an escort (a good lesbian friend) to hail a taxi and get me safely from the international to domestic terminal when I arrive, because I still have another short flight to catch to her waiting arms.

Hmm, so I have learned that she has every intention of kissing me at the airport. Pause. Yipeeeee! We were chatting and I was telling her it's going to be hell not being able to kiss her until we get to her house which is a forty or so minute ride with little traffice (and there won't be). She reacted with surprise, like who told you I'm not kissing at the airport?! Lol! Needless to say I am both excited and a little hesitant. I'm being honest.

I don't want someone to react with sudden voilence or her driver to suddenly pretend he doesn't know us and leave lol. He's a cool guy but still...some people are homophobics only in public.

I still have laundry to iron and fold but am for the most part packed. Following what is expected of me, I have to get the neighbors and some other people small gifts...don't want to disappoint and furthermore want to solidify my relationship with Kay. This is something that would more be expected of a guy she's dating and I want them to get the idea. She even wants me to some books for the neighbor's kids, the same fucking neighbors who attacked her. How good is her heart? She says it's because she remembers as a child, cherishing for the longest time some story books that were given to her and her siblings. There is a big emphasis on education over there, and people often go into tons of debt to send their children to university. Point is, books will be heavily appreciated, and I'm a big fan of reading. The library is a favorite place for my children and I have very fond memories of the library and even some librarians...and teachers while we're on the subject.

Back to the point..I am so so so excited! There is so much I want to do for her but I know we have to take it easy as there is a big move ahead of us when she comes over. There is a nice item I had personalized and engraved for us that I am ecstatic about and am tempted to just present to her immediately upon arrival. However, it's for our anniversary and deserves a much more significant and special occassion. Thinking of a really nice exotic dinner out...you get the picture. So I will perhaps just present her, at the airport with some of her favorite kinds of sweets in a nice little gift bag. :-) And of course that kiss.

I hope we can contain ourselves on the way to her house...being together in the backseat spells massive trouble lol. We shall see.

That's me out!